. : TRINA : .

God.

2007-08-15T08:08:00.001-07:00

Just.

What.

The.

Hell?

I don't get the point of this blog.

I can't put my private thoughts in.

I can only put ordinary things in.

>__>

And what's the point of keeping it in my mind?

I'll forget it anyway.

Pointless things are not needed.

What has happened to me?

Not much.

I finally got into trouble with the math teacher.

Yay me.

I might be harsh, but do I give a damn about people?

No.

-

The Difference between Emo And Goth:

Emos Hate themselves
Goths hate Everyone
Emos Want to Kill themselves
Goths Want to kill Everyone

Lmao.

From-

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=emo

For god's sake.

Stfu about being emo.

It makes god cry. >__>

You think you have it bad?

Deal with it.
-

I'm harsh.

I'm not someone with a lot of sympathy.

So..

kthxnbai.

God.

2007-08-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

[α] Alpha [α]

2007-08-01T10:06:00.000-07:00

[α] Alpha [α]

ι τ βεηινσ.

-19th, 20th and 21st of July-

Tour to Guang Xi. West of Canton.

Whatever that place is.

The first thing I noticed was that place was that...

Freakin' hot.

Mosquitos.

It's been 7 months since I've been bitten by a mosquito.

And hell, I'm not happy to be bitten.

◊ First day ◊

Took a ship to the place, and then a bus. We went to some mountain place. It was like the Grand Canyon.

People.

They were like.. all farmers. And there were little kids. They kept dragging you around, telling you about the place. The tour-guide told us to be careful about the tipping. He told us something important.

DO NOT GIVE THEM A HUNDRED BUCKS, AND TELL THEM TO DIVIDE IT AMONG THEMSELVES. THEY WILL FIGHT OVER IT.

Yeah.

There was a girl around my age, though. I have no idea why, but she caught my attention. Seriously. No idea why.

⇔ The Journey ⇔

We had to walk through the farms and all, and we passed by a toilet. Ohmygod. It was way smelly. WAY~ THERE WERE CHICKENS~

I swore that I would never go on a tour without finding out where the hell we were going.

EVER.

And I bought this egg thing. There was this basket made out of straw, made by a girl of about 13. And three eggs. Pretty cute actually.

§ The End §

So.. My mother changed her money to $1 coins. To give to the kids. The kids. Not you. AND OH MY F∪⊆KIN' GOD. My mother gave the coins to me, but I wanted her to take.. 3/4 and help. AND OH MY GOD. THEY RAN AFTER ME.

Umm.

∫ Flash Back ∫

The girl smiled. The delicate fragrance of the wine vines of Italy caused her brain to release a couple of endorphins. She loved Italy. The Ice Cream, the people, and the food.

The aroma of fish reached the girl's nostrils, triggering an alert in her brain. She wrinkled her nose. She hated fish. To hell with the nutrients, or whatever kind of brainpower it was supposed to give her. She was very happy with her Intelligence Quotient already, thank you very much.
She nudged her mother, and asked if they could smuggle a little fish out, to feed the cats on the bridge. The bridge linked the restaurant to a large Italian Town. The girl had been told the name, but she had forgotten it in an instant. She wasn't very good with names.

Her mother replied in the positive, and placed a little fish on a tissue. The girl helped herself to the food, without touching the fish, of course.

The night sky of Italy filled the girl with joy, and the crisp air never failed to delight her. The food of the restaurant was good, but she had longed to go out.

A pair of emerald eyes peeked out at her. She declined eye contact. Direct eye contact with animals made them nervous. And she still had the scar of the scratch she had acquired from a cat of a neighbour when she was five. The cat had ran away. The child hadn't wept.

Then another pair of eyes lept out from the darkness. Then another. The girl examined their eyes briefly, before turning away. Their eyes looked so like that of crocodiles; their pupils slits.

Her mother handed her the wrapped fish, and she opened it. One second passed. The cats dashed forward and their claws dug into the girl's thick coat as they tried to get at the fish.

The girl yelled, and ran towards her mother. She climbed onto her mother, and clung on tightly, as the cats yowled for their dinner.

∫ End flashback ∫

The kids SO reminded me of that incident. The girl was me, by the way. THEY FRIGGIN CHASED AND TRIED TO SNATCH THE COINS.

OH MY GOD.

But I managed to press a coin into the hands of the girl I mentioned earlier.

Then I raced onto the coach. Oh god.

THAT WAS SO EMBARRASSING.

>.<

∇Second Day∇

Mountains.

We were brought to this mountain place, where there was 空中飞人. That means you were strapped to some sort of harness, and then you get to zoom down some wire. And you get a fantastic view. ♥ My mother and I both went on it. I SAW THE WATERFALLS AND EVERYTHING. ♥

And there were the watermills and everything.

Also, there was this.. river-flowing thing, where you got into some kind of inflatable craft [Rubber] and you go down this river thing, and you get completely soaked. No time for that, though. And there's these people who carry the rolled-up tube boats up the ENTIRE WAY. Poor things. T_T

‡ The Waterfall ‡

She stood in front of it, the pouring water, the endless stream of energy, one of the most beautiful things of nature. It was endless, it was powerful, and it took her breath away. She was fascinated by the way the droplets of water hit the rocks, how water misted out, how it just kept going. She couldn't take her eyes off it.

She walked closer to the edge of the rock-bridge. She was standing at the tip, allowing the water to hit her, seep through her clothes. She smiled, delighted, and let her eardrums hear the roar of the waterfall, as she bid her mind to remember it.

She wasn't aware what was happening around her anymore. She didn't care that she was damp. It was a welcome change from the sweltering heat. She wanted to stand there forever, awed by the mysterious way the waterfall kept flowing.

♦Third Day♦

Bird Nests.

OH MY GOD.

I HATE THOSE PEOPLE.

Ik haat hen.

Je les déteste.

Ich hasse sie.

Li odio.

私はそれらを憎む。

나는 그(것)들을 미워한다.

Eu deio-os.

Я ненавижу их.

Los odio.

Whatever language you care to use.

I HATE THEM.

The swallows.

They capture them and use them as displays, ADVERTISMENTS for their DISGUSTING birdnests!

THEY EVEN EAT THEM.

WHAT THE HELL.

I am angry.

I am very angry.

One day, they'll be no more bird nests.

There'll be no more swallows.

And it'll be our greed that made it that way.

There was another little girl; about.. 8; that was our lil' tour guide for that day. And I quite liked her.♥ She was cute.

And then these UBER-PRO climbers came and CLIMBED THE FRIGGIN WALL. WITHOUT ROPES OR ANYTHING. And 6 people had died last year attempting to do that~ OMG. x_X

My Mom gave the little girl $15. And we bought 18 ice creams for the kids.

x_O~

At night:

Everyone was starting to get a little worried about me. I had refused to eat everything. I just sat there and drank 9 cups of tea. Hunger strike, I guess.

Our hotel today was some bamboo hotel. THEY EVEN HAD BAMBOO BUGS FOR US TO EAT.

And I quite liked the bamboo rice. ♥

They even had bamboo cars, and bamboo planted EVERYWHERE, for god's sake. Why don't they add a couple of Pandas, and call it 'Panda's Paradise'?

At night, there was this show, and there were 6 20+ aged girls, and they danced for us. Then they introduced their culture to us, and their marriage ceremony.

↔ Marriage Ceremony↔

1] They had to sing to each other.

2] They had to stand on a bench, and try to get past each other. Don't fall off~

3]Some weird dance.

4] A kind of dance. They had bamboo sticks, and they opened and closed them. You had to leap across without your leg being snapped off.

5]Umm. Bed time.xD The girls brought the guys to the toilet. LMAOO

« Last day »

We got up, had breakfast. I had tea. Then we got on this raft thing to another island, and there was a playground there~

A HUGE BRIDGE~

I climbed up.

Some sort of hamster wheel things. Y'know. A boy my age and I rolled together. Back and forwards.

OH MY GOD.

I felt like fainting, and I was so dizzy. My hearing started to fade, and the world swam around me.

I felt dehydrated.

I acquired money from my mother and I rushed to buy a drink.

Felt better.

Then I went to feed the birds. Bird seed. AND THEY FRIGGIN' SLASHED MY WRISTS.

I am not an emo.

Maybe you are. But not me.

That's gratitude for ya.

-

[ S I N G A P O R E ]

Yup. I'm back.

Wendy should have told all of you by now.

ZM, I AM SO SORRY. ]:

I've been so busy with tuition and stuffs, and I don't have time to visit ya.

x_X

Soon. Wait for me.

Chinese Compo, and double maths.

EW~

Maths: First lesson.

OH MY GOD. I HATE THE TEACHER. The dude didn't do his homework, and the Teach was like 'CALL YOUR MOTHER.'

>__>

And another guy was late, and he was like 'YOU, DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS RIGHT NOW?'

Strangely, Wendy likes him.

I can't understand him.

SINGLISH FOR THE SUCK.

Why the hell do I need to know how to measure the area of a circle?

Chinese Compo: Kai Lin [Not Pei Hwa] was like 'OMG' and kept asking 李老师 if it was seriously me. Luckily, Wendeee and I appeared on a non-composition day.

I FORGOT HOW TO WRITE CHINESE~

Oh my god.

x_X

Cyas.

Sorry for the longass post.

Laziness? Served with a plate of amnesia.♥

2007-07-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since I've last posted .

Too long.

So... I've managed to accomplish a couple of things.

Managed to skip school for half a day, using words alone.
Managed to convince my mother to let me learn ice-skating.
Currently in the proccess of convinving my mother that skating shoes are neccesary.

Currently Listening To: [Lord Of The Rings] The Grey Havens.

My mother recently changed her car to a BMW . It smells better than the other one. And it's more comfortable, and less bumpy. Which spares you the sight of my breakfast.

Wednesday was going to be the last day of school. A half-day. But guess what? Lessons continue as normal. And Chemistry was first thing. A double period. And I crapped up my last homework, and forgot to copy notes. So I was going to be dead.

So I alerted my mother of the fact that she'd have to wait for me. After 5 minutes, she relented, and came up with the excuse of me being too tired for the flight. I love you, mother . ♥

Ew. The heart keeps turning into a box. If it becomes a box, pretend it's a heart. kthx.

♥Thursday♥

>Currently listening to: I must not chase the boys<

HK Time.

D'you know what sucks?

Going to an airport without wireless connection.

Going to a hotel and finding out it doesn't have a wireless connection, and that I had to steal someone else's which sucks.

Going to HK and finding out it's as hot as hell. Literally.

Jetlag.

>Currently listening to: Wife her- by Sekay<

♥Friday♥

I met my little cousin. I call her 鸟 but her name is Jane. She isn't that good at english. And I'm not a genius at chinese.

Damn.

We managed to communicate, though.

And she's taller than me. We've solemnly sworn never to compare the heights and results of our children for 9 hours when we're older.

Then we went ice-skating.♥

It was friggin' crowded. And full of beginners who kept sticking their arms out, which resulted in people crashing into their arms. Asshats.

I fell over once, because of them.

>Currently listening to: I'm Just A Kid-by Simple Plan<

♥Today♥

I went to this awwwsummmmmzor dessert shop after sushi. And had this durian pudding thingy. I had been here with my mother the day before, and experienced the most wonderful thing I have ever tasted, beside muffins.

Mango crepe. ♥

>Currently listening to: No one- By Aly&AJ.Ice Princess<

First, your tastebuds taste the crepe, the dullness and the crispiness. Then the taste of the mango reaches the tastebud, and the sweetness blossoms all over. And you're high. Your tastebuds are soaring, and you feel high.

My mother dragged me to this place, translated as 'Woman's street'. Fake stuff galore.

The way people dressed there was different from the way people dressed in the area where I am currently living.

The people in my area:

Dress in designer, not fake, mind you. They work like a bishass all day, and spend all their money on designer. Thus wasting their money.

The people in the other area:

They dress.. normally.

Normally as in.. nothing special.

Like they haven't any money.

The place smelt.

Thank god for imminent rain.

♥

Peace out~

. : T R I N A : .

Trina`s everlasting epic .

2007-07-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

Ohmigawd.

I just want to say sorry for this dead thinger.

./Ashamed look .

Forgive me :3

-Flashback to last Friday-

So I went to see 'A midsummer night's dream'. With the school. And it was open-air .

I look at it this way:

If it doesn't have red curtains, not indoor, without special effects, that play fails. Horribly.

But the main thought was:

What if it rains?

Goddamn .

So yeah. I sat next to Pippa [Phillipa] and talked about..

Life .

And shared Sprout's ipod .

xD

The eighties, the eighties.

When we reached there, without anyone throwing up, we went to this workshop.

If we the shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended:
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear;
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend;
If you pardon, we will mend.
And, as I am an honest puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the Serpent's tongue
We will make amends ere long,
Else the puck a liar call.
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And robin shall restore amends.

-Puck

So we screamed the first four lines.

And then the people gave us a couple of subjects to act.

Love, hate, work, fairies ._.

It was okay, I guess.

Then we had lunch.

Oh snap. I really hate school lunches. They consist off-

Icky sandwiches.
A bottle of water. Pura mind, pura body.
A packet of shortbread
A packet of energy biscuits. Sultanas and oranges..

But I asked my mother to make sandwiches for me, and had a chocolate muffin <3>

Milly, Abi, Helena and I shared food. Alex went moody on us, and had gone away with Manon. We were a little hurt..

I bought a programme for 3 pounds. 9 SG dollars. It was useful for sitting on ._.
And then we watched the friggin` thing.

I was disappointed when I realised who was playing Helena.

Fair-haired beauty my foot.

Pyramus and Thisbe were HILARIOUS.

'Wilt thou at Ninny's tomb meet me straightaway?'

-Hiss-

'NINUS!'

Ohmigawd . <3

But it rained .

TWICE .

And during the interval, I bought a cup of coffee <3>

Tuesday-

OHMIGAWD .

MATHS RACE!

We had about 12 other schools coming to my school for this Maths race. 9-10 year olds.

And there were 14 19-year-olds from my school as markers, and basically it went like this.

There was an envelope on the table. They opened the envelope and worked on the questions, and then they ran to the markers.
If they answered correctly, the markers would give them the second question, and give the scorer a 5 points card.
The scorer would run to the computer place, and give the card to a teacher.
If they answer wrongly, they have to run the entire length of the hall back to their table.
If they fail at it, the examiners will take the question from them and give them the other question.

I was paired with Sprout to welcome the school and basically take care of them. Sprout's great with kids. So I left it to her, and I scored all the time.

-Fast Forward one week-

On some day before the enrichment days, I was sick and [Enrichment days- Wed to Fri] I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE ENRICHMENTS. So I dressed in my school uniform and my mother took me to school to... SEE FLO IN HOME CLOTHES . OHMIGAWD . Then I remembered, and told my mother about it. And she got all huffy. But orienteering = CLIMBING ALL OVER THE PLACE IN KNOLE PARK.

So yeah :l

And we were liek. TEH UBER LATE D:

Oh well >:l

We had Drama first, and we had to do it based on two poems. There was [A girl in UK, 13 + A girl in god-knows-where, 13 and some poem about the destruction of earth.] It was quite funny, actually.

Then it was library, and we made a board game... based on recycling. >_>

Lunch.

Some DISGUSTING pink meat! Ew D;

ORIENTEERING IN KNOLE PARK.

THERE WERE LIEK OHMYGAWD . Deer! And.. DEER POOP EVERYWHERE! T__T

IhatedeerpoopIhatedeerpoopIhatedeerpoopIhatedeerpoopIhatedeerpoop.

I tried NOT to step on it, but it's look trying to to get burnt standing on a frying pan. IT WAS EVERYWHERE, FOR FRIGGIN` SAKE . After a while, I wouldn't give a damn. We had to find these card things, and it was god damn hard.

Frances and I worked. The others slacked like friggin` arses. Frances did the map reading and I did the running. THERE WERE SO MANY FRIGGIN` HOLES IN THE GRASS I ALMOST TWISTED MY ANKLE. And being stung by a nettle isn't that bad, actually. We got back about 10 minutes late...

Damn.

And on Thursday, I was sick. No idea what happened on Friday.

On some Monday, our class did this thing about ANTI-ANIMAL TESTING. Form prayers, they call it. Basically, we take over from the teacher from morning prayers, and do it on a subject.

Alex frigg`ed up the presentation part. She just totally lost it!

Ohmigawd >_>

And this week, I also won a prize yesterday at PRIZEGIVING :3

Whee :3

Walking up the stage is like the FUN .

And I want to win a prize every year~ C:

Yesterday, Milly and Abi f`acked up with Alex. We were shooed outside by teachers [Do get into the sunshine, Trina!'] and Milly and Abi took Alex's shoes and ran away with them ._.;; Then Milly came back and slapped Alex on the head six times with the shoe and said 'Mr Shoe says HELLO!' and Alex said it really hurt. And then when Milly came back to apologise, THE FUCKING IDIOT HELENA HAD TO SAY SOME BITCHASS CRAP. SHE HAS LEARNING DIFFICULTIES AND ALL, BUT DOES SHE HAVE ANY FUCKING SENSE? FUCK HER .

And yeah :l

But they made it up todayy :3 And Milly told me she didn't really like Helena, and nor did Abi. We all agreed that she was just a Klingon. Clinging on to the rest of us, even though we didn't want her to be around. Milly, Alex and I had an appointment with Mrs. Margrett, because we wanted to improve our Religious Studies marks.

[By the way, I got all As for sciences and Maths, and a B for RS. I flunked the rest. D FOR P.E FOR THE WIN]

But Alex found out she had a Singing lesson at the last moment and couldn't make it.

So Milly and I went alonee~

Mrs Margrett was talking to another person in her office, so Milly and I waited outside..

AND MADE THIS CLAPPING GAME!

We've recently been slapping each other [for fun] and yeah.

-Pinky promises that I will never slap you very hard, Milly-

It's clap, hit hand, clap, hit hand, clap, hit hand, slap face gently. And then we remembered we paired up for our History Project [Which milly did EXCELLENTLY!] and we remembered what Ms. Latham suggested: Maybe some websites would Throw up some good ideas! I saw it and poked Milly. And did a puking motion, and then scrabble around in the 'puke' and picked something up and said 'OOH! A GOOD IDEA!' We added that to our clap. And then after our talk, we said 'Thank you Mrs. Margrett!' and walked away like good little girls for 5 seconds.

Then I said 'LET'S PLAY THE SQUIRREL GAMEE!' and we ran. And laughed like crazy. The squirrel game is something we play on the computer .

http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/home.htm

Peace out~

Trina <3

Life of Randomnity- Five

2007-06-19T13:31:00.000-07:00

I want to add that Blogspot is being a bish towards me right now.

I am what they have wanted me to be.

I never asked to be popular.

I never asked them to say that I was popular.

I never wanted to be popular.

I said I would blog last week. Sorry about the delay.

Friday-

Herstmonceux Greenwich.

It makes me seriously want an iPod . The day after the last exam, and the school piles us with this crap. Honestly. We reached there, and we, like, had this bridge-building contest. Easy. Then we had lunch. Yuck. The sandwiches were dry, and the ham was so salty. I made a mental note to ask my mother to make a pack lunch for me next Tuesday.

My friend, Bessie, had brought a box of giant strawberries. OH MY GOD. They were so large, and delicious <3

Then there was this tower building contest, basically piling up spongy stuff on top of each other. It was hilarious <3 And Lindsay, yeah, you’re so tall xD So tall that you managed to knock the tower down. :D

By the way, there was this playground, and there was this HUGE metallic structure, that looked like a spring, and you put this plastic ball in the spring-like structure, and keep spinning the entire thing. Then it goes up, and eventually lands on this track in the air, and it goes around to ANOTHER spring-like structure. Pretty cool, actually.

-

Im Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7

I waited 'till 11

Just to figure out that

No one would call

I think I got a lot of friends

But I don't hear from them

What's another night all alone

When your spending everyday on your own!

And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare.

I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair.

Nobody cares ‘cause I'm alone and the world is-

Having more fun than me.

(Tonight)

And maybe when the night is dead

I'll crawl into my bed

Staring at these four walls again

I'll try to think about the last time

I had a good time

Everyone's got somewhere to go

And they’re gonna leave me here on my own!

And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid

I know that it's not fair

Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is

Having more fun than me

(Tonight)

What the fuck is wrong with me

Don't fit in with anybody

How did this happen to me?

Wide awake I'm bored

And I cant fall asleep

And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid (x5)

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid

I know that it's not fair

Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is

Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid

I know that it's not fair

Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is

Nobody wants to be alone in the world

Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is

Having more fun then me

Tonight

I'm all alone

Tonight

Nobody cares

Tonight

Cause I'm just a kid

Tonight

-
Lol.

-

There was this water playground too, and this giant construction on the water cycle. You had to keep pumping the water, and there was this one where you had to keep turning the handle, to turn the wheel, which had little spade like things attached to them, and you kept spooning the water up. And this twisty thing, that looked a bit like a lot of circles. The water went up too.

My hand hurts T__T

-

He was a boy she was a girl

Can I make it anymore obvious!

He was a punk, she did ballet

What more can I say?

He wanted her,

she'd never tell

Secretly she wanted him as well

But all of her friends,

stuck up their nose

They had a problem with his baggy clothes...

He was a skater boy

She said "Cya later boy"

He wasn't good enough for her

She had a pretty face

But her head was up in space

She needed to come back down to earth

Five years from now,

She sits at home

Feeding the baby,

she's all alone

She turns on T.V.,

guess who she sees

Skater boy rocking up MTV

She calls up her friends,

they already know

And they've all got tickets to see his showshe tags along,

stands in the crowd

Looks up at the man that she turned down

He was a skater boy

She said "see ya later boy"

He wasn't good enough for her

Now he's a superstar

Slammin on his guitar

Does your pretty face see what his worth?

He was a skater boy

She said "see ya later boy"

He wasn't good enough for her

Now he's a superstar

Slammin on his guitar

Did your pretty face see what he's worth?(hold out)

Sorry girl, but you missed out

Well tough luck that boy's mine now

We are more than just good friends

This is how the story ends

Too bad that you couldn't see

See the man that boy could be

There is more than meets the eye

I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy and I'm just a girl

Can I make it anymore obvious?

We are in love, haven't you heard

How we rock each others world!

I'm with the skater boy

I said "Cya later boy"

I'll be backstage after the show

I'll be at a studio

Singing the song we wrote

About a girl he used to know.

I'm with the skater boy

I said "see ya later boy"

I'll be backstage after the show

I'll be at a studio

Singing the song we wrote

About the girl he used to know.

-

Tuesday- Today <3 Sevenoaks Wildlife Research Centre Kent Wildlife Trust Oh god. A little side note, even though it spoils the entire thing- I’ll be damned if I ever go there again. Okay- Well- 1] It was hot. 2] It was hot. 3] It was hot. 4] It was hot. 5] It was hot. 6] It was hot. 7] It was hot. 8] It was hot.

And it was like… a FOREST of nettles.

1. Nettle- Any of numerous plants of the genus Urtica, having toothed leaves, unisexual apetalous flowers, and stinging hairs that cause skin irritation on contact.
2. Any of various hairy, stinging, or prickly plants.
A type of plant covered with hairs that cause a painful rash if touched.

Ouch. I was stung, because I stupidly landed on a nettle plant.
Wet-
We changed into our Wellingtons [Waterproof boots] and went pond dipping.

Lol.

And yes, we went into the pond with this butter container and a plastic spoon, got a rock, got the little pond-life out, and listed the names. Everything was nice and boring until… AMELIA SPLASHED ME >:l

And I splashed her back, and got her jeans wet xD

Then we were given this net, and I held the net, while Millie kicked stuff into it. Nothing interesting D<

-
Oh thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now,
You keep me coming back for more..
.Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see,
We're In Heaven
Oh once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you you up when you feeling down
Now, nothing can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven.
Love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see,
We're In Heaven.
I've been waiting for so long for something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you....
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven.
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see,
We're In Heaven.

-

Oh god. The nettles sting. Like crazy. Then we went to this larger pond, and one of the teachers caught a LEECH! But those leeches are small, so they can’t bite through your skin.

So I was like, screaming at my group to ‘GET A FREAKIN’ LEECH, PEOPLE.’ I caught our first newt instead of a leech though, so I was like, crap.

So I went over to the container with the leech in it, and picked it up with my spoon, and then the person from the Wildlife place came and put it on her hand, and I was like ‘Does it hurt?’ and she was like, no.

So I put it on my hand, and it was okay. Except it kept flipping all over the place.

And I had to carry the stupid trays, and my arms are breaking, breaking, breaking..

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When I was
A young boy,
My father
Took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when
You grow up,
Would you be
The saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you
Defeat them,
Your demons,
And all the non believers,
The plans that they have made?
Because one day
I'll leave you,
A phantom
To lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."
When I was,
A young boy
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up,
will you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling,

she's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
Went through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the streets
And when you're gone we want you all to know
We'll carry on, We'll carry on
And though you're all dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it
A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call
To carry on

We'll carry on,
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Oh oh ohdisappointed faces of your peers
Oh oh oh
Take a look at me 'cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part
I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, whose meant to sing this song
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero

I Don't Care!

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart

Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try; you'll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this part
We'll carry on.

-

Dry-

OMGWTGBBQH4X WTF._.
We walked like crazy, and saw a dead mole. It looked JUST like a black mouse! We had to measure the age of the tree, by measuring how wide it was, and divided by 2.5. God. The nettles >.<

They seriously STUNG. I was so goddamn tired at the end of the thing, that I collapsed on Alex. ._. Then we had to catch stuff, with these nets that looked like butterfly nets.

They were called ‘Sweep nets’ and we swept through the grass, to catch the bugs. The most Helena and I caught was… a spider with 7 legs, because Helena was hyped and tore off one of the legs. Charming.

What’s new Scooby Doo?
We’re coming after you
Gotta solve that mystery~
LOL .
Strangely, I like it <3 Tree shaking- They put this blanket under a tree, and started to shake the tree, and we like, caught bugs with the container. Ayesha caught this Shield Bug <3 Ishy, don’t put it in my mouth D<
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Peace out~

. : T R I N A : .

-

I want to get an iPod in Hong Kong <3

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again...I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Life of Randomnity- Five

2007-06-12T13:26:00.000-07:00

It's exam week .

And God, do I wish it was over .

I went horse riding on Saturday.

a] It was as bumpy as hell .

b] The horse was as high as hell .

God.

I feel like a piece of minced shit that has been passed through the mincing-machine about five thousand, two hundred and fifty-nine times. And do you know why?

Its exam week .

And I’m not afraid of the exams. I’m not pissed at the exams.

Trust yourself, Trina.

I said that to myself in an Obi-Wan Kenobi voice. Know the exams.Feel the exams. Be the exams.

God, I really hate the exams.

I’ve been reading a book, and an excellent book it is too.

It’s called ‘Rich Dad, Poor Dad’.

Sure, you’ve heard of it. But have you ever read it? It’s amazing. The concept of finance is so easy to understand.

Let me quote this:

‘Job is an acronym for Just Over Broke.’

‘Workers work just enough not to get fired, and employers pay just enough so the workers don’t quit.’

I’ll remember that forever.

Monday. Crap.

It started off with ICT [Computering]. Easy as hell.

Food Tech. I failed. I swear it. On one question it was:

Your parents ask you to dry the dishes after dinner. Do you:

A] Tell them it’s more hygienic for the dishes to dry by themselves.
B] Take the cloth that has been used all day to wipe the dishes.
C] Take a cloth from the dog basket and use it to wipe the dishes
D] Leave by the back door.

Guess what, people? I chose D .

Then at the beginning there was this introduction: Please complete this fun quiz about food safety.I crossed out the ‘fun’ .

P.E:

Status: Flunked.

Mathematics:
Status: Passed with honours.

Maths was pretty easy, about Primary 4 status, but there was this question:

Question 14: State the prime numbers/factors of these numbers:

Numbers.

That totally freaked me out. TOTALLY . I was just guessing about the status,, but I’ll be darned if I fail my Maths.

Tuesday:
I was seriously late today, because my mom’s tires had a hole in them this morning, and Ah Fu had to take me, and there was this freakin’ traffic jam which totally sucked. He didn’t know any shortcuts, so we were stuck. I was like. ‘God.’ I was like. Half an hour late? Rushed in, signed the late book, rushed to class and beat the teacher by about 10 seconds.

History:

Status: Okay, but I sort of waffled on a bit. ONE AND A HALF PAGES FOR THE LAST QUESTION.

Biology: It was okay, actually, except I didn’t learn about Molluscs. So I was like. WTF.

Music:

Status: Pretty much failed.

Physics:

Status: Passed with distinction <3>

ZM- Here’s WinMX download. You can get a lot of music from there. Just type in the name of the song, and choose which one from the many, and you’re done.

http://www.freedownloadscenter.com/Network_and_Internet/Misc__Networking_Tools/WinMX_Music.html

Life of Randomnity- Four.

2007-06-07T10:50:00.000-07:00

“All the other children in my school are stupid. Except I’m not meant to call them stupid, even though this is what they are. I’m meant to say that they have learning difficulties or that they have special needs. But this is stupid because learning to speak French or understanding relativity is difficult, and also everyone has special needs,… or Siobhan who has glasses so thick that they give you a headache if you borrow them, and none of these people are Special Needs, even if they have special needs.” -The curious Incident of the dog in the night-time` By Mark Haddon
Let us replace children with girls and stupid with sluts. It reads
‘All the other girls in my school are sluts. Except I’m not meant to call them sluts, even though this is what they are. I’m meant to say that they have other interests. But this is stupid because we all have other interests, like Alex who does sailing, and Milly who does Athletics, and none of these people are sluts, even if they have other interests.'

I’ve been researching the IP block thing, and I found out that it isn’t easy to IP Block on Blogspot, or I would have to re-label it as an SIS file. .____。Besides, I have about 6 possibilities to test ;D

Wednesday

Chemistry-
It was sort of boring, because all we did was revision. Mrs Woods was quite nice, though. She arranged the worksheets, and put ‘Acid and Alkalis’ on a table, and Chromatography on the other, and told us to work on the stations. I got a perfect score on each of them :D <3>
I’m skipping Maths. Maths was boring ;D Totally.
Mrs Martins:
a] is dumb
b] is unpunctual for lessons which is GREAT <3>
English-
We had to do this mini-composition on an animal you react strongly to. I got 19/20 for mine, by the way <3>
History-

We had to make up our own questions, and swap with another group of people. We got, like. 15/22 :D How great are we?

Swimming- [S K I P P E D]

Double Music-
Bleh. We have to make up our own piece for our music composition examination, and as usual, I have no ideas >.<;; And I had this little green squishy thing that Amelia gave to me, and Flo was UNFORTUNATELY sitting next to me T__T And she kept pestering me about that green thing. And everyone was like watching. And Flo was like ‘I think you’re a stupid Chinese freak.’ Like. EXCUSE ME?! I replied: ‘You’re just a retarded moron that should throw yourself off a cheese grater and slit your wrists and become an effing emo.’ And she was like ‘Take that back.’ I knew what she was talking about, but I had to act that I was a stupid Chinese freak, no? :D ‘Take what back, dearest Florence?’ ‘Take that word back.’ ‘Ohhkay~ You’re just a moron that should throw yourself off a cheese grater and slit your wrists and become an effing emo. Does that make you any more happier?’ And she was like. What the hell? And moved away from me and kept looking at the wall ._. And the rest was like. LMFAO. FLO JUST GOT PWNT.

It was that Carnegie Book Medal group again. I was halfway up the drive when I realised. ‘OH MY GOD. CARNEGIE DOG THING.’ I keep thinking Carnegie has something to do with dogs :D I’m not exactly sure why. It was sort of boring, and I’m NOT going next week. Exams.

Life of Randomnity- Three.

2007-06-04T12:34:00.000-07:00

Hey again guys :D
It’s time to get back to school. Bah. I hate Mondays. It usually takes me until Friday to get used to the routine. Then it’s the weekends. RAVES :D And THEN I have to get back to Monday

I have something to admit to you guys .

I .

Love .

Garfield .

Yeah, I’m such a loser <3>

SORRY D:

Oh yeah, so it’s back to school. I’ll go scan my schedule for you <3>:l

Today, *Utter joy and ecstasy* we did a more… interesting project. Let me put it straight for you:

Your mission:

You are the ‘Milk Tray’ man. You have been parachuted from a plane 10,000 feet over the Severn Valley, near Malvern and Worcester. Unfortunately, you dropped your chocolates and they have scattered over the area shown on the Ordnance Survey Map!!!

Your lady love is expecting you any minute now.
Use the map and directions before taking them to your lady.

The first thing I spluttered was: ‘MY GOD. APPARENTLY, WE’VE BECOME A MILKMAN, AND WE’RE LESBIANS. GREAT .’

Then everyone started giggling, and Miss Burtenshaw started going all strict ._.;;
Abi and I were making faces at each other, and were swapping sarcasm.

‘You know, this is going to be a GREAT lesson, Trin.’

‘Yeah, Abi. I never knew that only ONE Cadbury shop existed in the entire England.’

‘Yep, Trin. Like why can’t he just pop down to the nearest sweet shop and get the chocolates, instead of running around the entire country?’

‘Today is the day I gain enlightenment. My sense of direction has been destroyed and recreated. Now let me get out of this madhouse and navigate my way home using a hang glider, a bomb and a couple of ‘planes.’

‘This is probably going to the best day of my entire life.’

Then Miss Burtenshaw explained that a long time ago, there was this WEIRD advert on TV for Cadbury Milk Tray CHOCOLATES. There’s this guy wearing all black [I interrupted with a cry of ‘EMO!] and like James Bond. His girl loves chocolates, and he delivers Milk Tray chocolates to her with a little note. Apparently, that advert played every 20 minutes. The girl’s teeth should have rotted by now.

Miss Burtenshaw-

-Has NO trace of fashion sense whatsoever.
- LOVES Purple
-LOVES Pink
-Drives a yellow mini
-Boring
-Tries to be funny
-Retard
-
Next lesson-

DRAMA *__*

With Mrs Bower-Morris.

Today, there wasn’t any acting at ALL .

We just had to watch, not that it wasn’t both fun and enjoyable and boring as all hell, and I half fell asleep on Milly. First we had to watch two people perform for Trinity Guildhall, whatever crap it is. According to the people, they are going to perform it for some kind of drama exam. Those two were pretty experienced, but their scene was as sick as all hell.

They’re 2 old woman, with such TERRIBLE ACCENTS THAT I COULD BARELY DECIPHER WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT. They rant on about a guy called Billy, who sound like a dope. Then the older woman with the shaking hands starts coughing until I want to RETCH, and the other girl offers a handkerchief to her.

Next one…

PRESENTING-

ABI AND FLORENCE, aka Flo, aka Vicky, aka Victoria Miles, aka Loser, aka Retard, aka Cry baby, aka Moron, aka Bish, aka Wanabe, aka the-arse-trying-to-act-cool dubbed by Amy.

Flo is SUCH a prick. She thinks she is ‘it’, the ‘cool’ girl. She just tries too effing hard. HER VOICE. OH GODS . HOW DO I SAY THIS? Is so freaking AFFECTED. AND LIKE. SHE’LL NEVER BECOME AN ACTRESS, UNLESS SHE’S ONE OF THE BACKGROUND PEOPLE. For eff’s sake! And she also wants to be an ASTRONAUT. Excuse me, but I think you need to have-1. Bachelor's degree from an accredited institution in engineering, biological science, physical science, or mathematics. An advanced degree is desirable. Quality of academic preparation is important. 2. At least 1,000 hours pilot-in-command time in jet aircraft. Flight test experience is highly desirable. 3. Ability to pass a NASA space physical which is similar to a military or civilian flight physical and includes the following specific standards:
Distant visual acuity: 20/100 or better uncorrected, correctable to 20/20 each eye.
Blood pressure: 140/90 measured in a sitting position.
Height between 64 and 76 inches.
I did memorize all of that :]

Back to the thing.

It’s called ‘Daisy pulls it off’ and Flo’s daisy. They start off talking about a competition entry. And ‘Daisy’ is doing a poem called ‘The mediations of a light bulb’ Brilliant. Brava, ragazza! Then they sort of rant on about a picture of something, then Flo does this PATHETIC SENTENCE ‘Look here, Trixy. We need ideas! Let’s go down to the library.’

1. Since when do you go to the library for ideas?
2. You research in a library.
3. You aren’t supposed to talk so loudly in a library.

Then it ends soppily, under a table,

P.E .

Rounders.

Basically, hit a ball, run for it, and see how many times you make it from the base and back. The other people have to get the ball and throw it to the bowler. The bowler is the person who throws the ball. The fielder is the person who hits the ball. I injured my fingernail._;

The teacher, Miss Taylor is rumoured to be a witch. She has a witch nose, and basically acts like one too ;D

Lunch was macaroni cheese, my FAVOURITE <3>:l Then Milly stole the last one from me, ate it, and said ‘OH YUCK. IT’S SOUR!’ Eheh ;D

French.

Madame Jamison gave us our listening comprehension today. Everyone was sure they failed. I AM SURE I FALED T_T

I never learnt the pets ._.

History was just revising. Pretty easy, I guess ;D

Well, the best thing that happened today was..

NO HOMEWORK <33

By the way.

I don't understand about the entire 'love' thing.

Here's a simple diagram explaining what love when you're 12 years old.

Life of Randomnity- Two.

2007-06-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

About the blog- I’m satisfied with everything. Except for the fact that the song ‘I must not chase the boys’ from Imeem refuses to replay. Bish.

This is the half-term holiday. The week of revision before the exams. I was going to revise during the weekends, but my dear parents decided to drag me to IKEA to get some furniture. Hell.

I dislike IKEA for three main reasons .

1] It’s boring, just looking at stuff, sitting down and nodding.
2] My parents do not make up their minds easily. Actually they, are like two magnets. Both South. They like, repel each other. If my mother goes: ‘This chair is great. Let’s get it for reasons I refuse to specify because of its awesomeness.’ My dear father would reply with ‘No, this chair is spiffier!’ *Drags chair forward* ‘Observe, and fall in worship!’

Do you understand what I mean?

After half an hour, they both decided on a chair. It’s sitting beside me, and I think it’s going to stay there for like... A couple of months till my mom decides its taking up space and decides to finally put it together?

I was like. Wearing boots, and my mom was looking at it and saying: ‘Take horse-riding classes ‘cause they’re like so great and all.’ And I was like. What?! Excuse me? What did you suggest? And she like. Took me to this horse-riding school, and enrolled me for Saturday classes. Great . *Sarcasm*

This is going to rock a piece of crap. ._.

By the way, I’m going to try and learn IP blocking. So I can block the idiots who say… stuff about my friends and I . Like Shut the eff up please.

-

On a side note, there’s always this pop up that says ‘Internet Explorer has encountered a problem and needs to close’ and it just totally closes the entire blog thing. It only happens when I try to type stuff. So every time I, like, want to blog, I have to do it on Microsoft Word .

Pathetic .

-Cya later .

.: T R I N A : .

Life of Randomnity- One.

2007-05-31T07:38:00.001-07:00

[Disclaimer: This blog is so not made by me. I’d like to thank ZM aka Zi Man on literally helping me to make this blog. iLy ZM <3]

“All the other children in my school are stupid. Except I’m not meant to call them stupid, even though this is what they are. I’m meant to say that they have learning difficulties or that they have special needs. But this is stupid because learning to speak French or understanding relativity is difficult, and also everyone has special needs,… or Siobhan who has glasses so thick that they give you a headache if you borrow them, and none of these people are Special Needs, even if they have special needs.”
-The curious Incident of the dog in the night-time` By Mark Haddon

Intro to All-Girls Private School. Walthamstow Hall

The girls in my school in England are all sluts. They fantasize about clothes, boys, parties, discos and fashion. Those items are their life. They really need to get a life. Like. Now. Their behaviour is that of one in Kindergarten. Puppy dog eyes, crying at the slightest thing. The Like. One girl. Her name is Ellie; her parents are both lawyers. She’s not exactly flavour of the month with the teachers, and she pretends to know more than she does by parroting everything the teacher says, randomly shouting stuff, singing in class, and is as obnoxious as all hell. I know I swear more than I should do, but Ellie swears 24/7. Retard. Every time she gets into trouble over something, she shouts “My parents are lawyers, they can sue you!”

The only girl that isn’t like this is called Flo. The entire class have taken to calling her Florence. She is my worst enemy, ever. Flo has this stupid voice that is as goading as all hell, and once she starts talking, no one else can get an effing word in. Until I say “God. Shut up, Flo.” She makes out she’s like this intelligent superhuman, just because she surpasses the class in most subjects. To tell the truth, she beats them at everything. She is the most unpopular person in the entire school, a wannabe and a complete sucker-up. The only reason she’s like that is because-

She’s ugly .

I’m not bitching about her. It’s true. I know ‘It is not very nice, Trina. What if someone said that to you?’. If someone said that to me, I wouldn’t care. Seriously. I don’t care about a lot of things right now. Because I have too much to worry about, and being considered pretty is the least of my worries. Once, in the first week of school, she asked me how I was so popular even if I sweared, and told people to shut up. I just told her to be natural, and don’t try to act like someone you aren’t. Like talking about beating people up all the time. It’s natural for me. Not for her.

Popularity

I told them the truth from the start. How I disliked pink, frills, ribbons, and girly stuff. I didn’t want a boyfriend, didn’t want to spend all my pocket money on clothes, or buy CDs. I told them that I didn’t want to go out to town every weekend, or go to as many discos as I can. I could tell they were surprised. Than the bell rang. I swore. Then the most popular girl [Amy] said to me “Whatever, Trin. You don’t have to like those, but I’m still surprised. But you don’t need to give a damn shit about it, ‘cause you’re cool.” I sound like one of the bad crowd, do I not?

Friends

I don’t actually hang out with Amy much, ‘cause I don’t want to start liking boys, clothes, wasting money etc. Instead, I’ve been with Alex, Milly and Abi. They’re all sporty, and their studies are great. They’re quite amusing too.

I'm missing you

Yeah. I do miss Singapore . A lot. I miss all my friends, and I miss the effing simplicity of it. A 5 minute walk to the nearest shopping mall. MRT accessible in a 7 minute walk. No fear of people doing drugs, kidnapping or rapers. Yeah. I miss Singapore. And the safety. And the people.

-I’ll blog soon.
.: T R I N A : .